It is crazy to think that my first book is going to be public in a few days. It was last year that I had wanted to start writing and here I am. Side note: watery oatmeal is better than thick everyday. I was recording a promotion video today and I could see the gin blossoms from anxiety grow on my chest. It is embarrassing to let fear control me so much. I see my friends post and it looks like they just opened their phones, made a video, and posted and it's good! I know they have their issues,...